Awating In Agonising Anguish

There can be miracles,
When you believe;
Though hope is frail,
It's hard to kill.

Who knows what miracles,
You can achieve;
When you believe,
Somehow you will.

You will when you believe.

What is faith?

Leaving something entirely into the hands of someone you wholly trust. Believing that person.

Faith. My faith is rising. I have never been so blessed in my entire life.

It truly is a miracle that I did so well for AS.

And I thank God for that.

I had a major breakdown and cried the night before I sat for my Economics paper during the AS Finals.

I knew that I did not prepare well. And I was afraid.

I went out to the hall crying and hugged my mom. Thank God for my mom who is always there to comfort me and to assure me of the greatness that God has done in my life.

Indeed He has proved it again.

Sometimes, I don't deserve what I get. I am lazy. Complacent. Sloppy. Blur. Others who are more deserving should be blessed too and in fact, even more.

The fear of letting others down is strong.

But what matters the most is that you know what you want and what you can do.

Expectations are there to direct you and to drive you to reach your goals. It should be the influencing factor to give you additional pressure.

Hence, I dedicate this song to all lecturers.

It's my mistakes that make me strong. I learnt it the hard way.

Somehow, God is like the one directing how my days should go.

I don't know why, for some reason, I decided to join the Sociology class while waiting for my results.

And the sociology class got the results way later than the Maths people.

It's like He just wants to give me more drama and the suspense so that the surprise will be a pleasant surprise.

Couldn't believe my eyes for a moment.

And I went floating on the clouds. But got shot down immediately.

Earth to Debble. Humility is a key hallmark characteristic.

The agonising wait was worth it after all.

Now I know why my piano teacher is so irritated with my muted expression. Because I potong steam.

Congratulations to everyone. I think our class did extremely well. And thank you for all the congratulations from all you people. Really appreciate it.

Let us all work together and move on with a great lust for an even more promising future.

And close this chapter for a while.