Lil B here. It's not such a sunny day down in my lethal legal sphere where daggers are hidden, looks are deceiving, words are bent to the untruth, and expressions can hardly be deciphered. You think your life is a funfair circus? Wait till you shake a hand with invisible needles, brittle piecemeal alliances, and unrepentant bitchings which threaten to ruin the one's reputation.

Thursday, January 31, 2008

Shopping in Sunway Pyramid and An Issue of Sensitivity

Shopping in Sunway Pyramid seriously requires a wheelchair.

My foot is so swollen now, I can practically cry.

The place hardly has anything to buy actually.

Forever 21 is still not opened after what seems like forever.

Oooh. Aldo shoes are AWESOME!!!

I love every single pair of shoes there!!!

But unfortunately, the prices there are really pretty too.

If you are willing to pay about 300 MYR for a pair of shoes, go right ahead in. The shoes are gorgeous. Their accessories too.

I learnt two things during this shopping spree. If I can call it a spree. It is:

1. Never go shopping when you are in a bad mood. Nothing that you see is nice. [That's what happened to me.]

2. It does not matter what you wear when you go shopping. As long as you are comfortable, you won't have to care what are people's perspective of you.

The 2nd one is courtesy of my mom who nagged at me.

Apparently, my mom said that I'm a bimbo. o.O?? Am I??

I only bought 2 pairs of shoes.

My mom got 2 pairs of shoes and a top. [Do you feel the inequity here??]

Anyway, it's not like anyone can be blamed except for my physique.

The clothes that I tried on failed because of my:

1. Broad shoulders
2. Waistline which is full of ghee
3. Porky legs.

My mom told me that I have to slim down to my past glory - until I can fit into this straight-fit jeans that I used to be able to wear.

That jeans is a 25 waist-line, and I am currently a 28.

What does this mean??

I shall have to be 2D.

p/s: I got sick of Joss Stone's I've Got A Right To Be Wrong because of hearing it too many times on this blog.

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I now know what pisses me off the most.

Being overly sensitive.

I tolerate sensitivity. But with limits. I have a short fuse for it.

Yea, I can make it up to you for a few times, but if you continue going on like that, I don't know what to do/react anymore.

Yes, every earthling has a right of opinions and principles and perceptions.

But it does not mean that you will have to take offence if someone unknowingly rubs you the wrong way by going against/questioning your opinions/principles/perceptions.

It is a question/a statement of enquiring about why you feel that way.

Not to tell you that you are wrong/obtuse/weird.

I accept that everyone has preferences and all. But sometimes, I'm just curious why they have that kind of perception. I like being neutral. Hence, I take whatever you say/how you behave as you are. Even when you spew a whole line of vulgar language at me I'll still accept it.

But just don't be overly-sensitive when I ask something.

Over-sensitivity shows because the person who is overly-sensitive tries to be very happy around other people when they are in fact not.

If you continue to do so, it's fine with me.

I lived for 6 years being ignored in elementary school.

You can say that I am a very numb person.

The amount of emotional turmoil that I go through throughout my life has made me very capable of ignoring my feelings.

Disclaimer: I do not intend to imply this post to anyone reading this blog or hint anything. It's just a let out from me due to some events lately.

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